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Damn emo entry, I'm sorry readers. Leave a love note if you'd like to care for the unloved one here, feeling depressed all over again. Fuck this shit.

Went to Compass to meet Sassy @ around 11plus. Walked around. Shopped for her anni present. Took LRT to meet Qiaos. Saw Kelly, Leisha & Anne. Went over to LJS, ate, talked & laughed all. Some primary school kids were like llooking @ us for no particular reason. They llooked weird to me.

Walked back to school. My shoes & socks got soaked 'cos the dumb shoes got holes -.- Fucker. Miss Teh scolded me, 'cos I haven't start. Alyssa, being ever so nice, accompanied me to the library to print my stuff. The com is damn slow & screwed. Omg, waste my time only. Thanks to the librarian & Alyssa's help. (I just hung up with Qiaos & I forgot I was blogging!) Went down to the art room & start drawing. Slack, fool around, draw. Miss Teh came in & scolded me like fuck.

Cleaned up, packed my stuff. Walked outta school, took cab with Bestaye. Went home, rest for awhile. Then tada, online while doing my art. I'm like multi-tasking.

Thanks Dale. Thanks Birdie. Thanks Nique. Thanks Qiaos. Thanks Rena. Thanks Mainey.
I love y'all, dya know that? :)

I don't know what happened. I don't want to know either. If it's something that is gonna take you away from me, or something that you know it'd hurt me right deep down, don't tell me. Just let me hug you tight & say I love you.

Why my existance, I wonder. I rather shoot myself & die now. I can't take the pain. Tears are running like some water tap. She said you sounded pissed. Well, if you are, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I was irritating. I'm sorry I was pissing you off. I'm sorry I cried too much that it annoys you. I'm sorry I'm such an irritant in your life. I'm sorry I'm such a burden. I'm sorry I'm too emotional. I'm sorry I'm so fucken sensitive. I'm sorry I'm such a bad lover. I'm sorry I felt that I'm everything you hate. I'm sorry I'm still so timid. I'm sorry I'm making you love me less & less. I'm sorry I'm lloving you so much. I'm sorry I'm needing you so much. I'm sorry I'm not perfect.

I hate it but I have to love it.
'Cos I love you.

"Cry for what? Cry already also no use. Cry already also won't change what she did, what she said. Everything will be fine tmr yeh. Just go to sleep early, do crossword puzzles."
Something that Dale said, but I sorta squeeze everything tgr. :] The point is there, so yeap. I agree! And I'm gonna do that now. Gotta call a few people first.. :)

I don't know. I'm off to cry my eyes out, scream the lungs out, talk the throat out. I'll reply the comments tmr. I really don't know what I've just typed up there. I just needed to rant :(

Well, you'd call me if you care.

Baby I'm sorry, I love you.
Kisses babygirllfriend. [:
I still want you to want me, still want you to love me.
Call me once you reached home or something.
I'll still be missing you.


I'm in pain. I beg you, please don't go..
<3.